Monday, January 12, 2009

Decisions, Decisions

I always hate making big decisions. Where to go, what to buy, or not to buy. Actually, the not to buy bit doesn't really cross my mind much. The money for that uber-yummy cake might well feed some African family for weeks, but can you eat them afterwards?

Anyway, this making big decisions thing is further hindered by my unshakeable feeling of being a cut above the rest. I know my head can't get much bigger and all that, but it's still there. I have no idea where it came from. One day, suddenly, whoa, I'm king of the earth. Or should be. Though it does help at job interviews and assignments and stuff. I'm practically certain I've come out in front. That is, if it's one of those things I like doing. Though the fact that I've only been to one interview might have shored up that feeling quite a bit...

But what it does in making these huge fate of the universe changing decisions is create large-ish questions along the lines of "what if". What if I did B instead of A? What if C is really the evil twin of A?

Ngggggggghhhhh.....



Just realised this post makes no sense. Tis about higher education.

4 comments:

DeeCee said...

dude. i got stressed reading this post. sigh.

Jerry said...

erm... why?

Sabby said...

In your case, it's prolly: should I put my evil genius to use in killing people or to convince them to kill themselves. Hmmmm. =D

Ahh the joy of being 20. =D

P.S: Hope you make a wise and sound decision. No thanks to us. Ofcourse.

Jerry said...

Well I guess either path could lead to a part time hitman job. :/

20???